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Verity has a history of attempted suicide due to continued physical and mental abuse at a conversion therapy camp. If any of these things are triggering to you and you'd rather not have me tag your pup let me know here and I will do my best to remember. (Apologies if I don't, always feel free to shoot me a dm, comment, or email, and I'll delete my tag.)

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2018-07-07 01:58 pm
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Verity was biking to work, because as nice as getting money from the city and two jobs was, it hadn't exactly afforded her a car yet. Not that she even know how to drive. She stopped at the intersection, Panoptes just up the road, when she heard screeching tires and some kind of inhuman scream. Shaken by the sound alone, she looked toward it and saw a lump of orange fur in the street.

"Oh my god," Verity whispered to herself, jumping off her bike and letting it fall, leaving it on the corner. She ran over to where the animal was laying. For some reason, be it the sudden spike in adrenaline or just her brain putting the scene together wrong, she thought it was a fox. But it was a dog, and it was badly hurt. It was breathing, but it was panting heavily, its front leg mangled and bleeding.

The car that hit it was long gone, and there wasn't much traffic, so she ran out into the road.

"Fuckfuckfuck, come here, we need to get you out of the street," Verity said, trying to carefully, but quickly pick the dog up into her arms and move to the grass. The dog didn't struggle or try to get away and Verity sank to the ground with it in her lap. She fumbled for her phone and after a few clumsy tries, called Tony.

"Tony," she said in a rush when he finally answered. "I need help. Please. I'm across from Panoptes, can you bring a car?"
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2018-07-04 12:56 pm
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Verity takes her intern job at Panoptes very seriously. Never in life has anything been given to her with such little effort on her part, and the paid school that comes with it is like something out of a fairytale. So she's not going to fuck it up. She brings Tony his coffee every morning (with almond milk), she files things, she helps people with zero attitude (unless they get an attitude with her), and she's diligent about her own work.

But, she has noticed there is a certain...laid back quality to the place. For instance, one time when she had literally nothing to do she used the 3D printer to make a toy dinosaur, and it was so fucking cool that she made an action figure of her boss to go with it, and when he found out he wasn't even pissed. In fact, it's sitting in the room with the 3D printer, proudly on display, and every time she goes in there it's been moved into some new position, or wearing an accessory made out of tiny doll parts.

This morning she's brought in a box of a dozen donuts, which she leaves open on the coffee serving table by the fridge for people to help themselves. Taking a chocolate glazed for herself she leans against the opposite wall and contemplates Tiny Stark. Maybe she'll make him a tiny donut... She did get here earlier than needed, and it'd only be using a little plastic...
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2018-06-01 01:18 pm

for Tony

It's nicer outside than it is inside the apartment, even with a room on the first floor and all the fans running. All except one, which Verity has borrowed to make things a little nicer for Casa de Marcus & Verity.

But anyway, there's shade from the trees and a nice breeze, nothing too hard that makes working outside a pain. There's a wooden picnic table in front of the complex which Verity has taken over with tools and tubing, both copper and plastic. She had to go to a freaking pet store for the plastic, so she really hopes Marcus appreciates this, even though he never complains. I've been in hotter places, is all he says.

At the very least she has Benatar to consider.

Earbuds in, she's working on looping the copper tubing around the front grid of the fan in circles, tying it every couple inches to secure it. This better fucking work.
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2018-05-17 10:05 am

for Neil

Verity had never had a job before, and truthfully the city provided enough that she didn't technically need to it. But she wanted one. She wanted to feel normal. Finishing high school here, even if it might be pointless, helped, but she'd be graduating soon and then she didn't know what she was going to do. If she was going to college she probably needed more money than the city gave her, or maybe there was some version of FAFSA here, she had no idea. She'd look into eventually. For now a retail job sounded good.

Plus, Marcus' apartment was sparse as fuck, so if she had some extra spending money she could make it feel homier.

They'd told her casual dress was fine, but Verity still wore her best pair of jeans (the black ones without rips) paired with a faded Fleetwood Mac shirt she'd found at the thrift store, because wearing a band shirt while working at a record store made sense in her mind. She wasn't exactly a huge Fleetwood Mac fan, but so far it had been the only band shirt she'd found in Darrow that belonged to a band she actually recognized the name of.

She was supposed to be trained today, though she wasn't sure by who, so when she walked into Phoenix Records she looked for someone authoritative.
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2018-04-26 09:12 pm

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[cont. from here]

Verity was going to die. She never knew that anything could feel this good, the way Ellie was looking at her, talking to her. Touching her. They almost took this away from her. She almost missed this, three times. She pulled her mind from trying to go to that place, not wanting this ruined by bad memories, and as Ellie's hands slid up her sides it was easy to do.

Especially because she realized that now there was no way Ellie was going to miss the fact that she wasn't wearing a bra. At this point all she had to do was look.

"Fuck." She swore, a string of whispered fucks, adjusting herself into a more comfortable position on top of Ellie, braced on her elbow with their hips flush. Her free hand returned to Ellie's hair only to move to her shoulder. "You're so pretty, Ellie," she said helplessly. She ducked her head down, skimming her lips over Ellie's. Her voice was breathy, anticipatory. "I want you to."
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2018-03-23 02:17 pm
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Ever since Elio fucking emancipated, his apartment is where Verity tends to come to after school. It's prime studying territory without the rigidity of the library or the shared space of the Children's Home. It's nearly impossible to do anything there because there are always so many other kids around, and when she has homework it's difficult to focus with the noise or her earbuds in.

Plus, she just likes Elio.

He's one of the few friends she's made in this place. She hadn't counted on getting attached to anyone, but without her family and the loneliness that goes along with it, she isn't actually sure what she'd do without him. She feels as comfortable with him as she would with her brothers back home.

But, recently something's been on her mind. She's been putting off asking him about it, but knows the longer she puts it off the weirder it will get if she brings it up. And she's kind of dying to bring it up. So much so that the Calc she's pushing through has gone untouched for the past fifteen minutes. She taps her pencil against the paper, shifting in her chair at the tiny dining room table, and finally gives up with a stretch and a groan.

"Elio," she calls as she gets up from the table, moving to his couch and flopping down against the pillows. "Come hang out with me!"
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2018-02-28 12:54 pm

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Verity feels like she's losing her mind a little. First was this place. That's it. That's all, because the existence of this place in general is enough to make someone think they've lost it. Then there was Marcus not knowing who she was. Then there was the basement. Now there are...not actual demons, but paintings of demons and other monsters that have come to life, apparently.

She's back on her meds, so that can't be an excuse, even if it had ever been one.

So she's either trapped in some kind of weird hallucinatory nightmare, or the impossible is real and she's just stuck here, forced to accept it.

Verity doesn't know what to think anymore, so she goes to the one person who's the closest thing she has to home. Even if he doesn't remember. She knocks on Marcus' door.
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2018-01-28 04:49 am

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Verity's heart was racing as she tried to keep her body very still.

If the past few days were a nightmare, tonight was a horror movie. Andy had somehow gotten away from Tomas and Marcus and had killed Colleen and Russ. He gathered up Rose and his family like lambs to the slaughter, dropped Rose into the well, taunted them, hurt Shelby. The priests were nowhere to be found, if they were even still alive. Only Verity had escaped. Rose had reminded her of the escapes she had to make in the past, that she could make another. Rose had believed in her and Verity couldn't let her brothers and sister down.

She had run, and was hiding in a pocket of webbing that had begun to take over the forest, just as the demon had taken over Andy. She had freed herself of the ropes, escaped the barn, but she knew she couldn't outrun Andy, the demon was stronger than a normal person, more powerful. Instead she hid, hoping to lose him. Caterpillars crawled across her cheek, on her jacket, but she didn't move. She had to get Andy off her trail, she had to get help. She could hear leaves crunching underfoot as he caught up with her, searching. He was close. She tried not to breathe.

It didn't work. His knife slashed through the web right next to her and she screamed, clawing at the wall of webbing across from her, tumbling out into the forest. She scrambled to get away, tripping on giant tree roots that grew like waves in the dirt. She was wrapped in web and he was too fast, too powerful. He crouched over her. Fear was like a block of ice in her chest, gripping her throat like a vice, but she still found her voice.

"Dad," she pleaded, hoping to appeal to Andy, if he was still in there at all. "Please."

"Sorry, kiddo," said the demon as Andy with a sinister smile, "but you're not my daughter."

He covered her face in webbing and she gasped for breath. He was heavy above her, he was suffocating her, but more than anything she hated to be held down. Rose's words echoed in her head. You're no victim, are you? Every instinct in her screamed for her to get free. She kicked, bucking him off her, and crawled backwards. She looked up only to see him already getting up, just several feet in front of her.

Verity froze, when out of nowhere someone else came flying at Andy. It was Marcus. He tackled Andy, punched him, once, twice, again, and Verity screamed his name.

"Marcus!"

And then, around her, everything changed.

The dark forest had become a dim hallway. It was bland, empty, it looked like the inside of an apartment building. Slowly, Verity got to her feet, brushing away webbing that still clung to her clothes. Was she possessed? Was she dead?

Maybe she was going crazy. She didn't feel crazy, but were crazy people even aware they were crazy?

"Marcus?" Verity called again, this time more uncertain, but just as loud.